Friday, September 01, 2006

i m here agn!!why?cos i m too free nw..well.anyway went library to study today since 11.was actually expecting sum1. bt that person dint turn upwas i upset disappointed or angry?Initially, i guess i was angry.angry tt u said u were nt coming, angry tt u said u would go bt in the end not. angry tt after playing soccer,u claimed to be tired and wanted a rest.i had nothing to say.i said "suit yourself"continued studying till 1plusand jie decided to eat as she was hungrywent koufu with her. no appetite.ate tofu.tts all.went back to the library. continued studying.waiting.i thought u wld turn up bt u dint. i guess i expected too much. as a result i gt a greater disappointment.by 4 i knew u were nt coming at all.i continued studying.at 5 jie wanted to go macs to eat fries.was lazy to go at first bt she dragged me.went macs.stoned awhile and i saw baby tomato!glad to see her and she gave me a big hug.i felt so nice. so comfortable tt i felt lyk crying.probably this feeling wld be gone forever.sat down and chatted with baby tomato for abt 45 mins?yup.went back to library after that..abt 6 10 i saw baby tomato and swan infront of me!i was shocked.i took another look and it was them!i was happy! happy that they came to look for me!and i tink baby tomato took 1 of my neoprint?! but i dunnoe which is it!! ARGH!anyway. waited for dad to pick mi up abt 7. your msg came. u are nt gg online.i m lyk wah fine.guess ur frens are more impt than me nw anyway.or ur soccer? i dunnoe. u seem to change.u dun take tt much notice on me nw?as in last tym u used to notice if i had a change on me or sumthing?bt nw u dun.after lyk many weeks den u take note? lyk haix.nvm.probably all these dun matter anymore nw.15 mths tgt with u was great.was nice.was enjoyable.was comfortable.thank u for all that.but maybe u dont know how worried or how stressed up i feel for ur studies.i dunnoe why i feel so worried also.but i m just lidat.well.nvm. just take care everyone! (:

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 7:08 AM

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