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HELLO!!!!
i m a good girl to update here cos my darling hillary ask mi to do so!!
aint i gd?!
wahahhas =P
anw had science practical today..
faints! i do everything in rubbish!
the stupid lipase and bile thingy is so OILY AND STINKY!!
oh well, as usual i m clumsy, i broke a test-tube while i was doing chemistry
when the whole lab was suddenly all quiet, everyone doing their prac attentively,
SUDDENLY THERE WAS A 'PING PIANG'!
and tt was from me!!! my test-tube slip off my table n landed on the floor!
gosh! tt was malu-ating larh!!
argh!!! well..i think sarah is a BIG JOKER!!
keep making mi wanna laugh during prac larh!
BUT I REFRAIN!
haha! noe wat?
she went to contaminate the whole vegetable oil which is actually yellow in colour
she went to contaminate that whole container with phenophathelin and it turned pink!
HAHA! gosh! and she keep spilling her contents larh
i seriously wanted to burst out laughing at that tym sia
both of us are lyk super blur in doing the experiments
hahas..horriblee!!! mm!!!!
then, we were quarantined in classroom until 4 30! so HOT LARH!
wah! lyk in sauna sia!
FINALLY 4 30 we are dismissed!!! hooray!!!
went htl with sarah, sheryl-lynn and nicole
actually i wanted to eat chicken rice with jie
bt decided to join them instead in MACS!
hahas! FATTY FOOD!!! HRMPF!!!
met hw to get back my things
he gt injured cos he fell down the stairs
his hand looks pathetic though!
hahas! srry!! =P
after that, came home with jie.
gt bad bad headache..i seriously almost died of pain sia
gosh! den MY MAMA ASK ME WASH ONE WHOLE PAIL OF CLOTHES!!!
CRYS!!!! nw my hand feel so funny after using the soap
ee..... came online
heard many unhappy memories from hw
haix.pity.bt well cant be helped!
and mel mel is asking mi to QUICK QUICK QUICK!!
becoming lou sou huh!!! LOL!!! can be my AH GONG LE LARH!!!
hahas!
i LOVE THE PIANO SONGS!!!
hahas! okie! i m offf~~~~
gosh eng prelim is this monday
really scared....
my teacher say it isnt easy and ask us to be prepared
haix.god bless me pls!!!!
okie.tts it!!!
I LOVE EVERYONE & YOU* =))
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:14 AM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
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AHH!! Tomorrow is my English o level oral!!!
At first, dint feel anything.. NOW I feel the PRESSURE!!!
Siann=///
Went popular today…bought an English composition book
Was just reading a few essays when I came about this essay about jealousy
Decided to share a part of the essay with people
This book is taken from the English o level model compostions
Here it goes:
Jealousy is a negative emotion.The feeling that a jealous person bears towards another is not a good one.It is born out of envy, resentment and illwill towards the other. Jealousy will always be with the common man. A person becomes a better person when he does not allow jealousy to control him
After reading it, how do u feel??
I totally agree with it.but well, sometimes we can’t just help feeling jealous can we?
I guess probably it’s fine and normal to get jealous at times over things, but just do not let jealousy affect u and make u do stupid things.
Well.. that’s all I got to say!
I am going to continue to read to prepare for my oral tomorrow!!!
All the best who are taking their oral tomorrow too (:
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 5:42 AM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
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DEAD!
tmr take back chi o's resultS! =(
DEAD!
tmr i have geog test!
DEAD!
tmr i have chem test!
AHHH!!!!
i cant wait for tmr to END!!!!
TIREDDD =///
I WANNA SLP!
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 5:18 AM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
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HERE I AM! muahaha!
anyway..i must really THANK SHERYL-LYNN lots!
she helped mi take my wallet from school cos i left it in school ytd
and she waited for mi abt 20 mins lor!!so pai seh!!
i wait for the bus for so long!!!srry srry!
and i feel so bad making her wait for me..arhh arhh..
srry srry
lol.den went srgn garden to collect my eng ws from my previous tuition teacher..
GOSH! the weather is so HOOT!! i perspired from head to toe lar!!!den gt body odour also!lol. den i keep lifting up my arms and air my armpit infront of my jie!hahas!! i almost made her faint..lalala~~ den went library study... studied awhile den mel came..study study study
den later shawn came
later abt 4 plus we went to play pooli dint play bt i had a part in preparing the balls!!!
haha..mel taught mi =) den they play play play i watch watch watch
after awhile, i noticed lyk mel wasnt quite happy
den i asked him wat happen, isit he was feel uncomfortable
he said no.den i m lyk okie den
was getting more and more pissed as i see the way he plays the game
its lyk okie he wasnt winning( and it doesnt matter to me whether he wins or lose) bt rather the attitude he was having and he wasnt playing well at all...not becos he was nt on form bt rather lyk purposely losing?
nah.i dunnoe. i mean lyk at least try ur best to play properly
well.i tink i was mad when i really 'fa pi qi'bt after tt he played really well
and i wasnt expecting him to win at all bt he won!! however,even if he did not win, i wld still be very glad cos he tried his best and he played well..can see wat i m trying to get across?
no matter wat, even if you are losing, just try try ur best for the unexpected might happen.even if u lose, u shld be glad for u tried ur best! =))
okie.well den went popular after tt.mel bought some assessment books
i am very glad tt he is finally making some move!!to finish his hwk and to even buy assessment books!
WOW!! HOORAY!! ahahas.so we picked a few and i bought 1 pathetic 1..hahas =P
den went dinner with parents.BORING! =/
feel lyk my family is getting dead-er and dead-er each day sia.sian =/
after that i CAME HOME!
and i m NOW HOME!!MUAHAHAHA =P
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 7:12 AM
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
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i told myself repeatedly not to get affected anymore..
i tried bt i cant
i can almost fill all of my tears from sch to home with a big bucket
i feel lyk the more i wanna make things better, the more i wanna be happy, the more i wanna this r/s to work out well, the more i feel stressed, the more i feel unhappy
bt i tried.i tested you.i asked u if i cld go to the library nw, wld u wan mi to go?
u dint say any yes or no. u said as if you have no choice bt to let mi go
bt noe wat i feel? i feel tt u nv wanted mi to go at all
i told myself have the courage to know the girl, to make frens so i wun feel so weird when your go out tgt or study tgt. becos at least i know who it is
bt u said it was becos u were afraid of hw i felt of hw i wld react becos tt tym when i brought yz to the library to meet u said u dint feel gd.so okie.i dint bring any other guys who were interested in mi or tot i wasnt attached, since u dint lyk it.
if you were me, when i go out with other guys, will u be happy?
not to say you nt knowing who the person is.
even if i go with nigel, with don, you also will be unhappy
so wat makes u tink i can take it when u go with a girl tt i dunnoe?
furthermore she is the girl tt led to our breakup previously
wat makes u tink i can take it?
u can tell mi justin or whoever is there too we are just lyk brothers sisters
by saying tt does it even makes mi feel better?
no.it doesnt
bt i m glad u told me.
and i told myself at least u told mi, for tt i m glad
i m feeling really very terrible inside nw.
i know u are nt doing anything tt betrays my trust
bt i jus dun feel good abt it
i feel really really very insecure by wat u do
at first u tell mi u gg with ur sch frens
den u say u gg with yi neng
den lastly u say u gg with her
so from the beginning u alrd had the intention to call her alrd wat
so wats the point of telling mi abt ur sch frens
i asked sheryl-lynn todae was i being unreasonable
she said no i was perfectly normal
so i thought to myself just wats the problem
was it mi being over-sensitive? or wat?
the ans dint came to mi.
i just knew hw insecure i feel
jus nw when i asked u why clnt u intro the girl to me
den u said orh i tonite intro u to her
hello! i dunnit u to intro her to me! i dint need u to let mi noe her!
i just wanted to make myself more comfortable!
bt ur every sms disappointed mi
cos it seems lyk u nv made any effort to make mi feel tt way
does it mean u can study when u are studying with yi neng and her?
den why always when we go library on sat u nv seem lyk u wanna study
i dunnoe..
i told my mum i will end at 5 plus
in the end i ended at 3
i walked everywhere aimlessly and just kept tinking
bt did u even care?
did u even bother to msg mi where i was?
every min i looked at my phone no msg
and when finally 2 msgs came it wasnt u
it was someone else
well.i dunnoe wat to say. really
i dun feel angry with u
bt i just feel sad, pain and insecurity
i tried to understand u better.i tried to calm myself down
bt i cant.
u nv asked mi if i willl lyk to join ur.u just assumed i wil feel uncomfortable by seeign tt girl there.
is it mi feeling uncomfortable or u feeling uncomfortable?
u noe it.
i arranged my tuition everyting just to fit nicely to ur schedule
mon-tuition
thurs-tuition
fri-tuition
tues u end late i always come home early to prevent my mum frm suspecting anything
bt it seems all these are useless
i can also just go and study with my frens any day i lyk
wed i left it free.. free for us
bt i tink u dint realise hw packed my timing is bt yet i always left a slot for u
i dunnoe wat else to say
i have tried watever i can
done the best i can
and i m always trying and trying
when we always talk online i m always wondering to myself are u talking to her
why do i have to make myself so tired?
i dunnoe
i really dunnoe
bt hw i wish i will ever noe..... =///
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 1:27 AM
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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Whee!!!todae PE rawks!!!
wahahas!hw shld i say it...
mm..okie..todae b4 we had pe i went abit siaox larh
okie.nvm abt ttlol.den i acted lyk some retarded kid
wearing 2 shorts and pulling my pe shorts super high larh
lol.den sarah and sheryl-lynn they all or rather the whole class laughed lyk mad..
when miss tini saw mi she said "Wah..u have long legs aarh! shorts pull so high
den she was lyk so sad i gt short legs i cant pull my shorts tt high
hahas..tts damn stupid.
den later, she say play bball..and SARAH dared mi to pull up my shorts high high and look lyk a retarded kid during the whole pe!
well..surprisingly i took up tt dare since i was MAD at that tym!
wahahas! playing bball was fun..
i went round hugging people lyk sarah sheryl-lynn for the ball..
lol.and when i was abt to hug weiqi..she dropped the whole ball and surrender!
hahas.we laughed lyk mad
and sheryl-lynn even better!can dribble the ball until she land up dropping the ball den catching after the ball and "PONG" she fell to the floor!
LOL! all of us laughed till we landed up on the ground also larh!
hahas..so funny..bt well.luckily it wasntt tt bad.
she just had some skin peeled off.
lol.todae is a crappy day man.bt i LOVE IT! wahahas =P
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:37 AM
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GOSH!
I HATE THE WEATHER TO THE MAX!!!
HOT HOT HOT!!!!
argh!!!
my head feels lyk its splitting into 2 sia...
wanted to go slp bt felt lyk it is a total waste of tym so decided nt to
lol. anyway..did that stupid moe quiz todae
and its lyk supposed to be at 2! in the end we waited till 2 30 and still no one came!
i so 'qi' until i go general office to ask who is the teacher-in-charge sia
THEN GUESS WAT THEY SAID?!!
they said todae the quiz changed to thurs!! and some of the teachers dint check their email so MISCOMMUNICATION!!!
wah..i almost wanted to hit the roof siaa.. bt i ' ren'!!!
in the end one of the staff ask us do nd within 5 mins i m done!
-.- crap!
den went htl with jie..
actually wanted to go compass
bt i was tooo tired...so decided nt to...
waited for mel... den study alittle geog while waiting
i m lyk feeling lots of pressure nw when teachers come in and keep reminding hw much little tym we have left..
gosh..i feel lyk i m gonna die siaaa
anyway.calvin came too..frm mel he is known as "chicken man"?
lol.. i dunnoe..they crap to the MAX! -.-
haha.. had tuiton..it was lyk so torturing when my head was so damn painful..
was so glad tuition was over at last!
den went to eat chicken rice with mel for dinner
and i came home and SLPT!
cos i was feeling really terrible man..
i was so glad i m able to make it home...
anyway.. i m gonna STUDY GEOG NOW!!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! =////
StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:13 AM
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